duminică, 13 septembrie 2015


    I tried to be someone else, but, I guess, it didn't work. Now everybody is angry on me and I don't know what to do next.
    I am so confused. They said that I have always been like this; so I'm wondering if I finally found myself. Lonely. Wild. Uncontrollable. Bipolar. Vindictive. Breakable and Unbreakable.
    Forced by society to seeonly my flaws, I can't make a move in this little cell, called mind. They saw that my mentality is different; they're trying to catch me, to change it. Tell me. Tell me how that works.*
    8 billions types of humans. I can't be you. You can't be me.** In a world whose motto is "Diversity", we are all forced to be alike: controllable and previsible. That always seemed so trivial, embarassing and ridiculous to me.
    "Money can't bring you happiness, but it's better to cry in a luxury house, than on the street", isn't it? Can you notice it now? They made us consumers. We gain the happiness, they take the money, and so we destroy the planet: the nature and the human nature.
    They also told me that my mentality is childish, because I hate almost everything about this fucked up world. They even told that I must act like an adult, even I'm still a teen, or act like I don't care about this directed society.  Some of them even spoke to me just to say that I should kill myself. Well, maybe they're right. I don't know. "Try to live on", they said. "Try to live on!". Yeah, I'm actually trying, but I can't do this. Why don't you teach me?! Stop yelling at me and start teaching me. Oh, you can't? Why?

  •     Now you're telling the guys with mentall illnesses, like OCD, depression or bipolar disorder, that is their fault they are like this! Let me tell you something: We Are Like This Because Of You! Stop bullying. We die because of this thing, you know? You are also afraid of LGBT people. Are you, more exactly, afraid of gay men, because they make you wondering if they have the power to rape you, like you rape a woman? Or because of your "God"? But you also hate women and feminists, because you consider them sexual toys because of the single part of their body (yeah, you don't care about the intelect) that matters to you? Are you even a human being? I guess not.
    You are the change...
PS- I have never been good at the beginning or at the end of something, so, please, consider that this is the conclusion.
*-Unravel, OP of "Tokio Ghoul"
**- Paper Towns, John Green

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